There are so many things that i am and know that i can be as a lover of God.I never thought that he would choose and pick me for anything but my life has been the complete opposite of what i thought it would be heres one of my testimonies!
I always knew that as a believer you suffer for righteousness sake? I mean i was always quiet and lead praise and worship not knowing that he had a greater plan for me.In my young life…LIFE began to take its course and i ended up homeless.Never in a million years would i have thought it would be me! I was so young and didnt know where to go or who to turn to! I mean it was me,you know the girl who sang and praise danced,and preached…..y me?…..God are u there? I would say to myself at 18 yrs old.
I felt like he forsaken me! I had seen him do so many marvelous things.Ive seen people be healed of diseases and ive seen people become free of demons and things of that nature growing up in church so y would God allow me to suffer?
I began my life on the streets alone and scared..can u imagine? None of my friends knew always asking me to come over and do things but could never understand y i wasnt able to.
My leader at the time wasnt even there.I thought that because i sang,cleaned up peoples churches and wad always there when the church needed me as a young leader that somebody would be there but i was wrong.
I began a unhealthy relationship with a young man because i felt like everything i had ever known had failed me including God. Going from shelter to shelter sleeping on the concrete or under whatever i could find.Thinking about all the prophetic word given feeling like they were all lies,ive delt with alot already but never would i come out of this.
So much time had went pass and i hadn’t eaten i felt like this is how i was gonna die! My body was shutting down! THEN:I HEARD THE VOICE OF THE LORD SAY “go to the park”….im like lord go to the park im sick and my body was giving out but i walked to the park.
As i was sitting there i began to cry. All of a sudden this woman walks past me the turns around and walks back past me and says y are u crying? I looked at her like she was crazy like woman i dont know u…but something in me told me to tell her my situation so i did…..
She paused and began to say its you! Its you! I said to myself oh lord shes crazy…then she said its u God messed up my day for she began to tell me that when she got off work God told her to go to the park but she didnt want to because she was just there the day before reading her bible and crying about her troubles so she said ok to what God had told her she said she all of a sudden was hungry so she went to McDonald’s ordered things they messed up on her order so they told her to park next thing u know they brought her out a bag of food! She said God what am i gonna do with all this food! She left the McDonald’s and drove to the park when she pulled up she says she grabbed her bible and was gonna in her usual spot but God told her to walk to the bench in front of me then when she passed me he told her to turn around and speak to me.
When i realized that God had set all of this up i couldn’t do anything bur cry even harder!
She said hold on and got that bag of food out her car and gave it to me! She said you must be special because God ruined my whole day for u..im honored to be in your presence because who is this so precious to the kingdom that God messes things up for u! Never feel like your alone and unloved because you have the prophetic mantle over your life…its for purpose. Don’t take it personal!
I was i shock never would i have thought God would have done it!
All i could do was praise and bless his name!
From that day on i promised to press like never before,because he loves me!
-Think on This I Pray This Testimony Blesses You